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Saturday, 15 May 2021

You thought you could escape?

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(Translated and arranged by Saya)



I am not smart, nor am I good at communicating with others.
I am sure I am not needed by anyone.

At home, I was literally a punching bag for my father. His abuse was becoming more and more severe everyday.
I was just so sad.

"You thought you could escape?"
I tried to run away from home, but he would always find me immediately. When he brought me home, he would hit me so much harder than he usually did.
I am the one at fault, because I am so slow.
While he hit me, my pregnant mother and big sister cooked dinner, talking cheerfully to each other.

But such unhappy days will end today.
I feel my consciousness leave me, little by little.
I know that all people --- everyone, including me --- wanted this to happen.
So I am doing what I am expected to do!
I am going to die...to make everyone happy...



A few months later.



"A healthy boy!"
An old man's voice announces.
I am crying loudly, even though I don't feel sad.
I open my eyes. I see two people, a man and a woman, looking down at me.
Somehow, they look familiar.

The man says to me in a sweet, gentle voice:

"You thought you could escape?"

49 comments:

  1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 10:02

    Make sure you read something cheerful after thisπŸ˜†πŸŒˆπŸ’—✨

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 10:10

      I am hoping to post a longer story sometime this month or next month.πŸ˜…

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  2. This is when as the baby. You poop and pee everywhere.

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 10:11

      I love babies. I use Instagram reels just to watch cute babies lol ✨

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  3. So in this story the narrator got reincarnated as his or her own little brother, the father somehow knows this and the abuse starts again. Well, I'd say he should kill him but then... the abuser might come back years from now as one of the boy's children!

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 11:36

      Thank you for your interesting thought!πŸ˜†πŸ’—πŸŒΈ✨

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  4. Ah, the dad bullied and abused the little girl into oblivion so he can have a boy to be proud of; it reminds me how China's population got messed up by implementing "One Child Policy" whilst knowing that most families prefer a boy. The preference for a baby boy seems to be common in some countries. Even Henry VIII did horrible things and a religion/sect just to have a baby boy. It's a running joke: "A boy or a bortion?"

    Thr weird part is the Dad seems to know a thing or two about exploiting some reincarnation mechanics.

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 12:40

      It's ironic that Henry XIII's daughter became the most competent rulers of England πŸ˜†✨

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    2. He got what he deserved. πŸ˜†

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    3. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 19:42

      It's not easy being a king of England πŸ˜†⭐

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  5. This reminds me of a manga about a guy who was abused by his obsessive little sister. They both die in a car accident and he reincarnates in another world, but so did the sister who finds him again. The guy got powers to fight back though, hope this person does too. πŸ˜…

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 12:41

      What a scary mangaπŸ˜†πŸ’˜✨
      I hope too the boy fights back LoL ✨

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    2. Wow, sounds like an interesting manga. Is it ok for me to ask for the title? ^^~

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  6. This is...so sad.. the father has like a sixth sense to know that it's here again.

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 14:23

      Cheer up!πŸ˜†πŸ’—✨ Read a funny story now! LOL✨

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  7. chimmy-enthusiast15 May 2021 at 14:22

    I love when you update Saya, this story is a bit sad though and I just want it to continue so the kid can get justice!! I guess I have to make up my own better ending lol

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 14:25

      Myriam who commented above has an ex excellent ending πŸ˜†πŸŒˆπŸ’—

      Watch some videos of baby animals and it will blow away your sadness!πŸ’–πŸŽ΅

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  8. So Saya-San, Here the girl is very much depressed and hopeless, and no one cares about her. She wants to commit suicide to escape the torture she suffers. She ias fed up with her life.
    This story shows humans are much more scarier and dangerous than anything else Nothing paranormal, but the scariest truth, many people suffer across the world. This is a real incident.

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 16:01

      I agree with you!πŸ˜†✨But people are also capable of great selfless love.

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  9. So, the father can recognize people when they reincarnate?

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 19:43

      Perhaps πŸ˜†

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  10. It is ok if I ask if say is your real name? Because this blog's name always make me think about the Saya No Uta vn. :-P

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 19:43

      I thought everyone already knew it isn't my real name πŸ˜†✨

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    2. ANd why did you chose this name? :-P

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    3. Saya_In_Underworld16 May 2021 at 05:37

      It certainly doesn't come from Days no Uta πŸ˜†

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  11. The story is very depressing. Humans are sometimes very evil TT_TT
    The picture is scary too. Is it from a horror movie?

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 22:58

      At least you and I are good people πŸ˜†πŸŒΈ✨

      I am not sure where the picture comes from. But I heard a rumour that it was drawn by an abused child. But it's just a rumour.

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  12. What a nasty father. That poor narrator.

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld15 May 2021 at 23:40

      Everyone needed to see your cheerful profile πŸ˜†⭐

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    2. Saya_In_Underworld16 May 2021 at 23:39

      I meant your profile picture 🀣✨

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    3. Happy to oblige. Saya, I am hoping to come to Japan within the year. What would you recommend as the not to miss site in Tokyo? Also any idea of a day trip to rural Japan?

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    4. Saya_In_Underworld17 May 2021 at 21:24

      Umm... That's a difficult questionπŸ˜†✨

      It depends on what kind of experiences you are looking for. Do you like historic places? Do you enjoy beautiful nature or do you prefer being in a bustling city? Perhaps you could ask yourself these kinds of questions first!

      But if it's in Tokyo, all foreigners visit Asakusa. 😊✨

      Kamakura is a lovely historic place that is easily accessible from Tokyo!

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    5. Asakusa is definitely a must see place. I am also thinking of going on the haunted Tokyo tour and the Shibuya bar crawl tour. One of the YouTube channels, I watch, recommended getting out of Tokyo for a day trip to get a taste of rural life.

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    6. Saya_In_Underworld18 May 2021 at 08:02

      You can Google "day trips out of tokyo." I would also recommend you Nikko, Kawagoe, or Hakone. 😊✨

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  13. I feel so sad for the narrator πŸ₯ΊπŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­ Hope “she”, now “he” since he reincarnated into a boy, could get revenge, or talk some sense into his father. Time to go cry

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld16 May 2021 at 05:39

      No one said the narrator was a girl to start with but everyone is assuming the person was a girl.πŸ˜†✨

      Don't cry! Eat some ice-cream πŸ˜†πŸ’–✨

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  14. So sad when someone doesn't see another solution apart from death/suicide. What's sadder is that the father didn't regret the abuse he did to the child. It seemed more like he is using his wife as a baby machine to abuse children.

    My question is, was the big sister of the narrator abused as well by the father only released from that suffering when the narrator was born? (before the reincarnation)

    Would there have been a difference in the story if the narrator continued through the suffering until his/her pregnant mother gave birth to another baby?

    Does mother and big sister not care? Or are they afraid of the father as well? Did they also go through abuse from him and only became free from abuse when a baby becomes the next target?

    Does he (father) even love his wife & children or did he only got married and a family to avoid targeting strangers? Was it a trick for easy targets that he can manipulate? To avoid law enforcement?

    So many questions. So many theories.

    Thanks for the story :D

    I think my comment is longer xD

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld16 May 2021 at 09:48

      Some people who abuse their families think they are doing something good to them, like they are trying to educate them.

      For some people, being violent is the only way they know how to communicate.

      Some people are just sadistic and find pleasure in torturing others.

      Also some people are so insecure that they use violence as a means to control others.

      I have heard of a mother who cooperated with her husband in abusing their child because she didn't want to be his target.

      There can be many reasons.πŸ˜†✨

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  15. Hi Saya!
    This story is obviously creepy,, poor tortured soul...
    but then I was thinking about memes about reincarnation... I just have morbid (often inappropriate) and dark sense of humor haha :D

    https://ahseeit.com/?qa=53013/when-you-your-third-reincarnation-still-have-been-born-meme

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld16 May 2021 at 23:38

      Hello!πŸ˜†⚡

      I love memes too!I thrive on themπŸ˜†πŸŽ΅

      People who have dark sense of humour are welcome in my underworld πŸ˜†πŸ‘✨

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  16. Hello.

    It is good to see you are still here.

    Please do continue.

    Your work is appreciated.

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld21 May 2021 at 07:54

      Hello! 😊✨

      Thank you for your kind words!
      I believe you have commented on my blog before?

      I appreciate your comment too!🌈⭐✨

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  17. The baby:

    "OH HELL NO, NOT THIS MOTHERF* AGAIN. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS TRASH AND I'M FILING A COMPLAINT DIRECTLY WITH GOD."

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    1. Saya_In_Underworld21 May 2021 at 14:33

      Watch your language!😱⭐ LOL

      I am not sure if God will listen after so much swearing 🀣✨

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  18. Thank you for your post. I appreciated it. This is signaled. Continue to post!

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  19. Now we know the real cause of SIDS (sudden infant death syndrome)

    sorry for the dark humor

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